ok so. on monday morning i was told that i've changed. i told them that it was because i have a lot going on. and yeah. its true. to an extent. they think im pushing them away and that i smoke weed too much. yeah i smoke weed alot. but it doesnt get in the way of any of my priorities. and i dont intend to "push them away" to be honest... maybe we just dont have the same things in common ne more. i mean. not to be a bitch or ne thing. but frankly ive just stopped caring about other people(cept for dan) cuz if i care for nething else then I GET FUCKED OVER and im sick of that. it just seems that im never good enough, and yeah. its just like... if i try n please people, i get hurt in some way. but if i try and break free and try to get myself better, and take care of myself for once, i hurt other people, which in turn, hurts me. like. idk. it just sucks. 1. Who is the last person you held hands with?
Dan
2. If you were drafted into a war, would you survive?
prolly not. well actually, i would hide in a ditch. so possibly
3. Do you sleep with the TV on?
nope.
4. Have you ever drank milk straight out of the carton?
I have once, ew.
5. Have you ever won a spelling bee?
No. i got second place tho 
6. Favorite pair of shoes?
um. my jack shoes
7. Are you a fast typer?
eh. i could be faster.
8. What did you do this weekend?
almost lost 3 of my friends.
9. hello...
hi?
10. Who can you always turn to?
dan. usually michelle and jen n hilary too.
11. Whens the last time you chose a bath over a shower?
when i was a kid.
12. Do you knock on wood?
no. not really. not unless its a bad joke.
13. Are you drinking anything right now?
i wish. i have cotton mouth like a bitch.
14-16 ran away.
thats sad.
17. What do you want for Christmas?
um. a car.
18. Do you know the muffin man?
that lives on dreary lane? yeah! i hate that motherfucker!
19. Do you talk in your sleep?
idk. im sleeping.
20. Who wrote the book of love?
your face.
21. Have you ever flown a kite?
once or twice
22. When was the last time that you went swimming and where?
um. summer?....idk where.
23. Do you consider yourself successful?
not at all
24. How many people are on your contact list of your cell phone?
35
25. Have you ever asked for a horse?
no.
26. Plans for tomorrow?
school then hanging out with ppl
27. WHATS YOUR MIDDLE NAME? AND WHY?
Lee, cuz its my daddy's middle name
28. Missing someone right now?
um. kinda. kinda not.
29.When was the last time you told some one you love them?
today
30.WHAT was THE LAST SPORT YOU PLAYED?
dodgeball in PE
31. How are you feeling today?
tired. hungry. thirsty. shitty. hyper.
32. Are you black?
im a cracka-jack
33. Have you ever been suspended or expelled from school?
nope
34. What are you looking forward to?
um. Taste Of Chaos
35. Have you ever crawled through a window?
yupp.
so did 36.
i wonder if 36 got stuck...
37. Have you ever eaten dog food?
Yes.
38. Can you handle the truth?
Most times no, but I like it better than lies in the end.
39. Do you like green eggs and ham?
fo sho.
40. What 3 things you always bring with you to places?
phone, purse, keys.
41. Any cool scars?
yupp. i have like 8
42 is a follower.
thats sad.
43. cool.
i know i am.
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44. What do you do when no one is watching?
murder people.
45. How often do you talk on the phone?
alot
47. Is there something you want that you can't have?
Wii
49. Who are you thinking about right now?
michelle/natalie/chris
50. Who did you last hug?
dan?
52. Where is your phone?
my hoodie pocket
53. What was the last thing you ate?
lunch.
54. Favorite Color?
green
55. Last movie in theaters you watched?
oh gosh i can't remember
56. What song do you currently hear?
sumthing from Cartel
57. What do you want?
to be accepted.
59. What t.v. show are you watching?
none.
60. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
colleen/jen
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